Homesick

This girl, that I really hope I could hug at this time being. Please

Its supposedly wrote Beijing 2011 Lol!

Hihihih funniest part but hmmpph I MISS YOU SO MUCH MA The one that I've been thinking about since the first day I came here. I miss everything.. Her voices.. Most of the time I miss her bihun goreng..

My taekwondo mates. I'm the smallest the youngest I think. Lololo

Taekwondo was one of the most exhausted activities that I ever had. But yet, Its fun! I learn how to kick people's ass sharply. Lol and how to punch whore's face hardly. Hahaha If you dare to get near and make a problem with me, well I don't mind to escort you to the hospital soon! It was fun cause all of us are girls. My master who teach me is really nice too. He is a korean guy and he haas a very flexible body. He can touch his leg when he stand like okay I don't know how to explain it here. What I can say is.. he is so flexible. Lol! I got cramp all over my body on the night. I am still not used with this kind of gymnastic activities. Cause for the first class we are kinda learn about how to kick how to jump and kick and punch and erkkkk Its sooo tiring. Had to make my legs and arms soft and flexible for the warming up and warming down. Stretching part.. Haihh how I wish I can split my legs and get down my head on the floor at the same time. Hahaha you wish Balkis..

This is what I had when I can't sleep ^^

I WANNA GO HOME I WANNA GO HOME I WANNA GO HOME

Long way to go Balkis....................................................

I wanna go shopping next 2 weeks. Heeee and my brithday is coming so soon. So many things that I wish I could have this year. Hahaha Like seriously and I know it is just a wish.... :'/

Please get your calendar yea guys and girls.. mark on July 22nd :p Well this opportunity to be here dah cukup for me to feel like I dapat hadiah. Thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah.. Syukur sangat. Blessed! :) It just I don't expect that I would be as sick as now. I'm homesick. Seriouslyyyyy... Mama mama mama mama... I really can't go on without her.. Sumpah can cry la like this.. I'm here pun because of her. I've promised to my self that I will always take care of her and make her happy in her life. When my birthday is coming, I was actually not thinking about to get my self a good gift from her or a surprise or something. I just wish I can show her how I thank Allah for having her in my life. I just wish she knows that I really love her and wish she could live until I die. I want to die first so that I would not have to see she leaves me :(

Birthday is supposedly be celebrated with mom and give her a gift and not asking for a gift ok. Hahaha tapi kalau mama nak bagi adik channel handbag apa salahnya. Mama guna dulu lepas tu bagi adik. Hhahahaahahahahahahahhaa So when I get a good job a good salary I'll buy her this one car that is suit for her. I know she is kind of travelling around with her car.

JENG JENG JENG

It comes with a very high technology system and it suites for women like my mom :p Hihihihi No hood so like when mama nak refill water she don't have to open the hood anymore. The hole is outside. Next to the gas hole. Lololo No gas cap too! So mama tak payah nak bukak kunci kereta and buka the gas hole lg :) Its automatically work with a button... it also easy clean paint, numerous exchangeable seat covers of various colors and materials. Which very good for mama and jajar since jajar suka makan coklat and tak reti nak jaga kebersihan kereta lol! It also have compartments for hanbagsss! Its absolutely good for mama since she have so many handbags you know -.- like her business bag is different with her fav one and blabla hahaa Gull-wing doors will make mama easy to load and unload larger items like tupperwares mama yang banyak tu :p I still remember when I was with mama last time at the bank in Bangsar we saw someone push his gull-wing door. cool gila. mama sukaaaaaa!!! Last but not least, this YCC car ada computerized assistance for parallel parking. Hiihhihihi I know mama is such an expert about how to parking her car and everything tapi I bet she will like this car :) SO everyone, please pray for me. I really hope I can buy this YCC car for mama one day!! :p