Baby 기요

You have no idea how much you mean to me baby 기요

Love you baby.

Life seems so perfect :-)

Its been awhile. Ages too i shall say. God i miss blogging. I miss my old life. Hmmm should not looking back isnt? 하디... You will always be remembered. 사랑 해요 :-)

Currently busy with my last semester before i start with my internship. Alhamdulillah ive been accepted to do my internship with sime darby. Which i'll be located at the Porsche Centre Bukit Bintang. Im so happy. Thankful to God. And i know that im so gonna miss my friends :-( at the same time, im so enthusiastic to go to work soon as my boss told me that i'll be going out station also!!! Oh God, best part. Hahaha

Im sorry for not updating so much lately. I know they are people who annoyed with me. What i can say is... If you annoyed or hate what i write on here you can just stop viewing my blog ok?

Goodbye...

Much love,
Balkis xoxo

100 days

Its been awhile.... Oh yes it's been awhile. I know I've been missed. Well.. I'm enjoying my life now. It is much better. Alhamdulillah....

Happy Life

Hello guys and girls.

I'm back..I'm free.. Please ask me out.. Hahaha I'm pretty happy with my life now. I should not write something sad before this. I know those who hate me are hating me for some reasons. What I can only ask from them is.. Please forgive me.

Those who hate me thank you so much. I've deleted my memories about haters. I wonder how can Allah forgive me if I myself is not forgiving people? I am nobody to ask people to accept me.I believe that only God can judge me. Think twice before talking about others.

I'm not the old me. I'm a new Balkis. If I ever did any mistake I'm so sorry. I mean it. To all. Take note! :-)

And now I cannot wait for Raya. Oh yes.. I'm in M'sia edy! The memories I had in Korea are going to be forever stay in my mind. I rindu Korea sangat2 dah sekarang ni. So next year, I'm planning for Spain :D I don't know why but I really want to go there. Mama is going there this becoming December insyaAllah.. So I'll let her discover spain first before me. Hahaha I've told mama about this and she said as long as I intend to gain a new experience then why not. Like I said, she will always supporting me in whatever I'm doing. Alhamdulillah..

Yonsei result has came out too. I'm so shocked with the result because I don't think so I deserve for the grades. I got an A, B+ too! Oh myy.. Thank you Yonsei University. I just don't know how to thank to God ofcourse and all of my professors. They has helped me a lot. I found that it was very hard for me to understand at first but it turned to be so exciting when I and all the friends there get to know each other and talk talk talk. How I miss you guys though... I'm glad too that my mom satisfied with my result and that's also a reason why she said that I can go for Spain if I got selected and passed for the application processes. LOL Tapi one problem is.. I might be busy sebab I nak graduate semua. We will see how. And please pray for me :D

So guys! Get ready for raya and don't miss a chance for this last 7/8days in Ramdhan :') Grab this opportunity to gain more Pahala and Blesses from Allah :p

Assalamualaikum

I'm sad

I don't know where I went wrong, which part I did wrong, the result is.. I think you don't like me. Yes.. That is so hurt.. Such a pain to me when I did try my best to be nice to people but people turned to be so mean and hate me for the reasons that I also don't know. Well.. I don't really care if those who hate me are those who I don't know but I really care if people who hate me are those people I knwwwwww :( urghhh... This thing has made me went crazy.. Seriously.. this ramadhan should be my very peaceful month but now? Has changed to be my very sad month :(

I am not a fighter nor a hater. I usually smiled to people who talked bad about me but now, I couldn't handle it anymore :-( I feel awful. Frustrated to the max. Disappointed. Seriously.... Can I cry? Can I? :'((((((

Why you do this to me?

No other word could describe how sad I am.. I can only say.. Sad.. Yes so sad.. Why is it so hard for you to accept me? I'm not a drunker? A smoker? I didn't say that I'm a good girl but at least I don't go clubbing, partying or whatever related. Please tell me why you can't accept me :( That's all!

Sumpah, I never feel as sad as now. I never feel so bad as what I feel now. If I can just let him go and forget about him, I'll do. So that I wont feel so sad like this anymore. The problem is.. I've been with him for 2 years +..and he is so good to me. so good for me. how can I forget about him? :/ Urghhh

Ya Allah...

Snow spoon replace my tutti frutti here

Yay! Got my bang cuts yesterday by the way. Lolz.. I went to Jethree Salon. It was so nice. I even got lost with brittany to find this salon but its worth. I got a free drink and their services are so so 1st class. I'll come back again for sho. Even though I told them that I am just gonna cut my bang, they served me like I am going to pay for the most expensive payment though! Hahaha I love their services.. The salon itself is so so pretty!! :B

Hi everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :B

Its been awhile since last I ate frozen yogurt. Its my favourite. I can spend like so much on it. Well today, I had a very nice one. I went to Hongdae today with Brittany. We were looking for shoe designer. After all, we had this yummy frozen yogurt. It is so yummy! I was automatically thinking about tutti frutti in Malaysia. Wooo! I am no more craving for it. I got chu Snow Spoon :p Hahaha Its not as expensive as I thought. Its just perfect!

Lol, Ugly! Messy hair..

I was so happy today. I had a good time walking and talking and shopping with Brittany. I wasn't realize that time flies so fast though! Well I can;t wait to be back anyway, I can't wait to meet my new kittens! :D Yeyeyeyeyer! I've bought baju for you baby.. :B Taekwondo like meeee! hahaha

Look at that, I am so ugly in the picture. I was so tired that time. Just finished with our test. yay got my yellow belt and Gold medal! :B Don't mess with me yo, I've got a yellow belt yo. Don't mess with this asian girl! Haaha..

I did recorded a video for Ramadhan and I think its funnay. I'll upload it on facebook. Do check it out soon! :B

Goodbye!

Mah Room! :B

Dormnitory

The lobby!

This is the view from my room! :)

My desk

Telephone!

My closet/Wardrobe

Toiletz haha

Bathroom

My bed

My room mate's haha

Yeah.. Got that? Hahaha ramai was asking me. Bilik okay? Dorm okay? Haaa jawapan saya. yes2 semua okay. Especially my mom ye. Don't worry. Okay semua :p

Nowadays asyik hujan. I have bought so many umbrella kot. Hmmp :'/ I'm broke. Went F21 last week I went crazy and bought so many thingssssss! Zara MNG sini suma bestt :'(

I can't wait nak balik nak makan bihun goreng mama saya :P I feel lucky, seriously, sebab even my mom single mom she still managed to cook at home when her daughters asked to. She still managed to go there and here and there and here for us. Went shopping with me and jajar. Still got time with work and business. Still got time for gossipping with me. I feel lucky for having such a coolest mother on earth okay. I love you mama. You are an amazing women. I'm proud of you. I should thank you a lot. I've promised to myself, I wont forget to give everything that you need in future when I got a job. No matter what job. I'll do it for you. Its for you. I'm studying for you. I'm trying, I'm working harder each day for you. Please just pray for me to be a better person for you, pray for me to be a better muslimah. InsyaAllah..

This becoming ramadhan, I'll not be able to be with you and Jajar for 1st Ramadhan :'(

I miss you Mama. Take care (=