Tak semua gula tu manis.

Today is a very sad day. Where i need to keep strong for valiant and confronted all of this. I know Im strong and I can deal with all this conjecture, but I'm just a poor girl, who needs love just like other people.

I hope my love will only last with me forever. My heart began to feel confused ever since remembered what he said to me. my tears dripping. extremely sad :(

I tried to fight the desire to continue ego but I failed. This feeling has been crushed. for the first time in my life, I don't think so that, there are people who love me. may have, my mother and my family. I might have to be patient and come aware that not everyone can always be there for me. i love him, more than what people can explain. Because he is everything to me. He's the one that willing to do anything for me. he could not sleep for me, he will wipe my forehead with a wet cloth to reduce the temperature in my body when I have a fever. He will take the lotion and rub it on my skin when I feel itching. See, he is very good. I may be evil? I'm not thankful for what I have. right?

Im proud for having you but not now.
You did hurt me so bad.
Thanks..

"Asal you call I sayang? I tau you tak puas hati lagi, tolong la puas hati you"

Meleleh air mata ni.. Terus terusan mengalir tanpa henti. Tak sangka I orang yang I sanjung, orang yang I sayang, orang yang I bahagiakan selama ini tanya soalan macam tu. Padahal jawapannya ada dekat dia sendiri. Mungkin I tak lagi special bagi you. Dan mungkin cinta kita tak semerah seperti dulu. Cinta kita dah makin menguncup tutup kan? Tapi tak bagi I. Cinta I kat you akan mekar sampai bila bila. Cinta I tetap akan segar dari mula sampai akhir.

Mungkin juga, hati you bukan lagi tertumpu pada I,
Mungkin juga mata you bukan lagi pada I,
Mungkin juga fikiran you bukan pada i seorang lagi..

I redha..
Dengan semua benda ni..
Sampai I sendiri gelak bila I tengok muka I
Why should I cry for this? Why?

I redha you. Terima Kasih ! :)


Final Exam is about to arrive. I began to feel afraid and not confident. My assignment a lot more needs to be completed. Ya Allah .. I'm afraid .. wish me luck peeps!