Hopes

I wish, everyone would be with me at time that i need.
I wish there will be someone with me when i need.
I wish i have a wonderful girlfriend.
I also wish i would have a great life.

But now? Do i have all that?

:)

It's okay. Alone are always be with me. I don't have problem with it. I eat alone at home. I laugh alone at home watching SPONTAN. I sleep alone. I turn right i see my teddy bear I turn left I see my room wall. Ya I know, It's so nice :D

Why can't I have someone or something for permanent? Until forever and ever? Why are they have to move? And leave me? I don't know why, I don't know where i went wrong. What i can say is, I WISH I HAVE SOMEONE. That's all that i need. Nothing much.

Im still lucky and I considered my self as a very lucky girl. It's because, I have an amazing family, A wonderful Mama and a lovely boyfriend. Still, they are always there for me.

I think, here is not the right place for me to stay for longer time. As I reach here, I started to cry, Im alone. No one with me. Yes no one. Malacca fun but not for me. But it's okay at least im trying to face the fact that not everyday could be yours forever :)

Thank you

xoxo, Balkis