Siti Balkis : Yes, today is May 1st 2010

Hello everyone. Heee! i gotta admit that i've been not updated my blog since so long kan hahaha so yeah here i am come back on here again starting merepeking hehehehehe

May 1st 2010 :) the date that i've been waiting for so long and at last i and him are officially 1 year been together and yeah, so speechless =.=' and unlucky for me, the date was nothing like i expected it to be. Not that i knew what to expect but i did odd the imaginary scenario in my head, ranging from dreadful to fantastic but erk.. the day has nothing to be remembered! The real thing was somehow better and worse, all at once. So? Yeah, i gotta admit that today was awful.

Yesterday, i went to Seven Eleven, just to reload my credit, for calling him that night.

12pm, he sent me a msg, he gave me a wonderful words. After a few minutes, he sent me another msg, he told me that once he reach his home, he wants to go for sleep, so it means, that he dont wanna text or call me that night. See, how special my 1st annyvesary :) it's okay. I know, i have to understand his situation, well, why dont he did the same thing too? Why cant he stays for a liltle time for me? May 1st like nothing to him. Hmmmp

Now, im writing here, half numb with dissappointment and half wanting to burts into hysterical laughter. Cause, i cant bear it anymore =( Still, I love him.

Forget about that, i have to move on. It's like a very small matter for you kan? Yes i know. So yeah, today i woke up just like usual, had my breakfast, went for bath, and get ready for my mum's friend's ceremony at Pee Jay. Had my free lunch. hehehhee met a few of mama's old friend. And one of them is already booked me to be his daughter in law hahahahaha so funny. Then everybody was like asking me where i will continue my studies and everything. One of the aunties, told to mama that her son will further his studies in overseas. Show off =.=' !! Like i care? And mama was like, eh good la, my daughter loves m'sia la for your information ahahhahaha funny =p I and mama heading home at 2 pm somehting cause at 3pm mama has to go to work. Grrr so yeah i went back home without Jajar, cause Jajar is following his abah..

See, how boring i am today. Haihh

And yes, my wish to go to genting still pending. ady is busy working. hmmmp

I WANT TO GO TO GENTING ASAP BEFORE I OFF TO MALACCA :((((( PLEASE LA FAHAM!! OH GOD PLEASE! MAKE IT REAL FOR ME.

Eh, before i lupa, i want to tell everyone here that now i have a new kitten. Justin is the name. Hahaha yeah Justin Bieber =p It's so cute okay hihihihii and yes i did went to UPM just like what Isha has told to me before, i did brought my two kitten to the UPM animal clinic to get the vaccin. Then the doc said my two kitten are so clean and looked healthy heeeeee Thanks Doc!