Im still trying to stand perfectly but i cant :( i failed! I hate me! I cant cope with this. Im too dazed to think of anything other than i must let it be! Now! Nothing can pierce my happiness. NOTHING! I do my work every day on a cloud, send and fetch Jajar later waft home again, sit my all day smiling at the screen while viewing his page. Im almost tempted to text or call him straightaway and tell him how jelous i am but errrrr i wont because i know it wont work. Im trying to just keeping my head down and not mentioning his name again at all! Enuf enuf!
So today, my day are just okay. Not so bored not so happy just average hahahaa the atmosphere has disintegrated, this is awful, im not sure either today will be raining or warming or whatever. Decided not to go anywhere but at last i cant stay at home and yes i did went out! At the same time, mama asked me to send Jajar to her Tuition Cntre, Enopi! Hahahahahha While waiting for Jajar to finish her class, im off to Pizza Milano Bangsar, had my fav meal, Pastaaaaaa! =.= while i was eating with such a zeal, i saw Ama with her family, she came to me, we talked for a few minutes, later she off to Mahbub with her family. Haahah what a lame day, im eating alone and okay its soooooooooooo lameeeeee!
Actually, i did texted him and okay there is no reply and i feel a twinge of dissappoinment. I wanted someone to talk to i wanted someone to impress with my brilliant new theory of life. Im so wrong, boy and girl are not enemies, boy and girl are soul mates! but i think he's now is my enemy! so what? Im trying to feel more positive. stop talking about thissss bakishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! =|
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Ady now is working. So he is busy. So please dont ask me with those stupid question "tak keluar dengan ady?" like okay i'll get mad like crazy. He has no off day. So it means no day no time FOR ME! like wtf wtf wtf !! I know, i have to be calm. He did for me. For us! For our 1 year annyvesary aaaha Love you! :) I want to see his huge smile :( please please! Since Ady is busy working, i have a new sms partner, her name is Deqno, i mean this is her glamour name among her family, her real name is Yusnoridayu something, and okay im not sure ahahahaha she's the kind of understanding one. She is my recorder tau, she's listen and be my great adviser, i love her. She means a lot to me :D
Deqno, if you are reading this, take note, that im really love you okay!
In peace in another 2 months more, i'll be a part of hill-billy group! Haaahaha i'll be trapped at the most hysterical place, Malacca! :S no car, no fun, no Ady =[ lalalalalala what to do what to do.
I DONT CARE!
I hope, everything will be great! And sayang, im gonna miss youuuuuuuu x)
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