Im really scared right now. I've been thinking about it since the exam is over actually and the day is coming so soon!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh i cant even concentrate for anything else. i beleive that God deal with fair and everything happen has a reason, so now what i can do is just to pray. pray may my result will make my mom proud with me and change my life. InsyaAllah =.= i do hope too that all my friends will be happy with their result soon.
Hmmmp but i felt a familiar pang as i think about them. i dont know, but its hurt. Just now, when i was standing side by side by the stove, i've been thinking about them and okay i admit that i miss them. a lotttttt! but as i sit on the chair, i resolve that everything will be okay if im not thinking about them. i know it will be better, better for me :)
I cant imagine, how i'll be on the result day. Crying? Laughing? Shouting? Ahhh bakishhhhhhhhh stop thinking about it. Okay, fine. even ady has made a lot of jokes to me today, im still cant even accept that spm result will be coming out soon. perhaps, on next week?
ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont know i dont know. i cant eat, i cant go for bath. i cant laugh, i cant do everythingggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!
Sabar sabar. Chill, chill!
I think im better talking about something else. i pissed myself off! i know!! derr!
Okay, now, im in KL but mama still in seremban. She's still busy on tidy and fix everything in seremban. i have to return KL because Jajar had to go to school. Everything went fine. What have been planning goes fine. Kedah trip was just okay. i had to sacrifice myself to walked with the 37 ' temperature. imagine, how am i that time. as everybody know, perlis is the hottest place in M'sia and yes i did went there with my family. hahaha what lame. My brother already married now. and he's absolutely not single hahaha but who cares?
Mama dia lawa, dia mesti la lawa hahaha *kak shu and her daughter.
Vain! Hahaha
Aikk! Tarik lidah kang hahaha
Ishhhhhhhh geram betul ahhh !!I went to kedah on sunday, from seremban at about 10 am and reached, at Changloon, Kedah at about 7.30 pm and imagine, how stress my butt la kan. hahaha! 9 hours mannnnnnnn! we're going by bus. since there are too many people that wants to follow for the akad nikah ceremony. mama rent a bus. what to do, i went there by bus. i dont want to story too much about the trip because i dont really enjoy the trip, its really pissed me off when i felt uncomfortable with the hot weather, no friend to talk and okay im exhausted! i returned seremban on the next day. before that, i went to padang besar, perlis (the hottest place) there's nothing to buy actually, nothing special i think and im wondering why people busy and wants to go there =S
My auntyy, Cik Hanimm :p
The unexpected thing is i met Epul. hahaha wtf! in padang besar pulak tu. he said that he went there because, there was his village. hahaha okay then at least i laughed for a minutes. hahaha! its really bored actually, what can i do? rubbing my nose. hahahaha!
Last saturday, i mean Febuary 20, my brother's wedding ceremony in seremban, that was awesome. it goes great. just i and my relatives are really exhausted. i feel a breathless mixture of outrage and exhilaration. hahaha well, thanks to everybody who has helped me and mama a lot on making the ceremony goes great! i'd to say thank you to those who are coming ;p Thank God, at last, it goes fine. after a month of preparation. hahaha!
See, time goes very quick, as quick as lightning. haha i know its not funny, dont force yourself to laugh hahaha but never mind, im not going to stress about it, i mean spm result. grrr i cant beleive how nervous i am about this. my head jerks up and i felt a nervous twinge! haishh. enufffff! lets tawakal and let Allah deal with it. hmmp what we have to do now is just pray. insyaAllah everything will be great!
Eh, lupa nak mention, Thanks to Ady Zharif my BELOVED BOYFRIEND for being such as a very good photographer on that day even he seems very lazy, he's worried bout his butt, might be missing in action kot? hahaha
:) OKAY! BYE ALL! ASSALAMUALAIKUM
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