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I woke up this morning with sunlight warming my eyelids and the awesome smell of milo in the air. ~~~ i turned over and buried my throbbing head in the pillow, im trying to sink into sleep again for a couple of minutes as usually i did very easy but today something is niggling at me. hmmmm whyy? im still wondering. abruptly, i felt like i want to write something in my blog since i cant sleep kan so i on my blog and okay i have the reason why. ishh im wondering, why those bitchs out there are really busy bother about my life? dont they have their own life? grrrrrr i hate ittttttt! i hope, those silly girl which is trying their best to make me down can just be dissappear from me. Would you please?!!!! Oh bloody hell!

I've been sitting on the bench for about five minutes and im not seeing anything, my mind a whirl of confusion. im confuse. what should i do? do i need to let mama know about this? and i bet that mama will going to investigate who is actually bothering me. hmmmmmmmmm i felt the same smart of hurt and the same cool dissappointment just like before. Anyway anyway i dont care. Good luck to her. Cause she has just done on making me sad. thank you. okay please Bakish. Stop thinking about her or those bitch okay. STOP !!

I should have said that. stop thinking about it! make it over please!!

Lalalalala

Forget about that. for the rest of my day today i felt all upset and agitated. okay im going to be strong. yes strong girl! now i stand, dazed with the breeze blowing on my face. a spasm of pain runs through my body and when i closed my eyes im almost unable to bear it arghh please be strongggg! stronggggggggg! now, i am still not sleeping. im hoping for a better tomorrow! hmmmmmmmmp =.= Goodnight all!