Fagged day

I am now having my conservancy and cure on myself.

It's not about im having a mental deficiency, which is the lack of normal intelligence through imperfect mental development hahaha no no, but im having a mental chaos.

Ya Allah, please make it better for me.

The dismay feeling still can be feel by me. It's ok, it take time right. I just failed on maintaining the perpetuation in my relationship with my boyfriend, also i failed with my friendship. Im so frustrated with myself but hey, please la i dont mind, im still have them, my FAMILY :) Again im think about it. Dammit!

So today again i said, due to my post title for today, today was my fagged day, tired day yes yes! Hahaha I went out from my house with my family at 9am something and i just got back home around 10pm, watteheck! Taktau penat ke? hahaha i went to Seremban, followed to Nilai after that. I went to this one place, choosing for the color and the size of marmar for my room, mama's room and others la i mean including kitchen, hall, toilet and etc. My bathroom gonna be in a green color hahahaha Incrdble hulk! Weirdo! :S I went to Pudu too, i mean LightCraft Pudu, i bought one set of room lamp i mean for my room haha, also mama bought a lamp for the gate and banyak lagi lah, haha well best okay light craft, banyak choiceee and it's fucking unique, different than others ;] i drove today, since mama seems too tired to even push the pedal hahaha

It's good for me, keep on busy baby! I was not thinking about him today, at last, i can i beleive that i can live without him. Hmmmmmmmmmmph whatever(!)

Well, im really tired right now, really need my bed, hahaha sorry for my lame entry for today, i have no mood, just so you know why, well, okay goodbye wait for my next post yaaaaaaaaaa? ;]

Assalamualaikum