*Derrrrrrrrr & Im gonna miss him

Wonderful life (=

Well hello everyone, life become more fun and more colourful than before. Awwwwwww! My beloved boyfriend, Ady really makes my dayyyyy! Well thats not the point, i would like to talk about something that i think it might be touch about somebody's feeling but heh i really think that i need to talk about it now now now. Okay lets start,

First of all, i feel like i and you my friendssssssss getting loose day by day. Besides that, i feel like they try to avoid from meeting me or going out with me. Hmmmmmp whats up? Im still remember, those time, they told me that they wont get loose with me, whatever happen pun we will always keep in touch share in everything but heh seems like those words are just a dreamsssssss! Well im not angry but just feel a lil bit frustrated and dissappointed with you guys. Those who are brokes all the promises would be probably feels the spicy. I hate when they planning something but when the time comes they wont go with what has been planned before :S Its sucks!

Now i know, that Ady's words are all trueeee! Friends come and go. So dont wasting time for hoping something that we dont even know it will become reallity or not. Now, i dont wanna think about it anymore, what la meaning of friend if friend cant even help or shares problem with other friend kan? I accept all these. I understand, there's not everything that we want we can achieve. Sometimes, what we want we dont get it. Well maybe i dont deserve to have a group of friend who really loves me, who really appreciates me, who really likes to go out with me well IT'S OKAY!

For now, what i need are only my family and my Boyfriend Ady :) Thanks for being so amazing, you are always besides me ady, I really love you Mwah! *kiss

Now, i am not hoping for them to always keep in touch with me cause i know that they wont do that for me! If they need me i'll always here for them. Thats all i think. I think, i have to move on, find new friends or maybe keep with this situation, situation where i dont even have a friend to go out with and heh yeah its ok its ok. Its hard Its really hardddddddd to be alone. Tomorrow ady and his family will be going to Genting. Heh for 3 days? What lannnn.. No road trip anymore :( No face jokes anymore :( grrr im gonna miss himmmmmmm ;/ since i have no true friend i mean friend where i can ask to go out friend where i can go for talking to heh i've lost my confidence ;/ i need ady, i mean always with me.. hmmmmmmp

Okay cool, i wont let my head get full of sad memories, get rid of my headdddddddd !!!

12.41pm

I am still awake
I am hungry
I am alone
I am bored

Gahhhhhhh

God please, give me the strength, give me the happiness, let me live my life more easier, dont let me sad hmmmmp

Oh God, before i forget, wuwuwuwuuu i would like to remind you all about to take a very good care of your healthyyy. Dammm H1N1 part two will be coming so soonnnnnnnnn! Pffffffft* beware beware. Dont let the death calling calls you! Hahahaha okay that's all from me.

Assalamualaikum & Goodbye, Have a nice day all

*hugs*