its 2.30 in the morning, dah tutup mata tapi tangan asyik nak bukak laptop nih heh i was thinking about myfuture..spm..duh tension !!I've been away for what la eh?lama kan... seriously i takde masa langsung nak post ape ape kadang kadang ada masa tapi no idea what to write about on here ^^ lol!
ermm. hmmp. urmmm. semua subejct susah bagi aku sekarang ni hahaha! Perghh kenape susah sangat aku nak study 4-5 jam hah? duhhh !! well i wish i can be the best somehow still i am not doing anything haha ok currntly i am very busy with my school stuff hockey team la ape la >.< yes finally i have no boyfriend and no promotion.
ermm. hmmp. urmmm. semua subejct susah bagi aku sekarang ni hahaha! Perghh kenape susah sangat aku nak study 4-5 jam hah? duhhh !! well i wish i can be the best somehow still i am not doing anything haha ok currntly i am very busy with my school stuff hockey team la ape la >.< yes finally i have no boyfriend and no promotion.
But still I hate how he make it seem so easy to let go. like it mean nothing at all.
same old crap "Just don't think about it and you'll be happy"dohh pleasee laaa!! i know i have to move on and i know its not easy. but i know and i am very sure that this is the best thing to do. yes i'll be ok. of course i'll be fine. i know i'll be ok. i have to start a new life. i know i am not ready yet. but i have to start in order to change. now i just dnt care anymore. sumpah malas fikir lagi pasal semua ni macam tak worth it pun. Waste money waste time waste minyak kereta je hahha its not important about how other ppl might think about me. not only that yes i dont care at all. i want to focus for my studies. families, and ofcos myfriends..but i cant fake happy right now. i mean, i can where its the most appropriate thing to do, but in my heart i cant find happiness right now. im sad. im almost 17 years old and i sound like a child... Let me be sad
i've been very dull and boring. Everyday doing about the same thing. Wakeup at the crack of dawn, went to school, againn i need to listened to my discipline teacher nugging bla bla bla blambul! things will be fine,all i need is patience. but i guess im just too weak, im not patient. i need rest. i need sleep. i am really tiredddddd.. STUDY STUDY duhh competition to be the best in class make everyone work hard to improve their studies so i need to work hard on it and sape tanak pass examination with flying colours kan kan.. hmm cant wait for all of this to end! later on, nak melepak je. can't wait!
Plss lah dah la carry mark rendah nakk mati hishhh ok, back to study. when the day comes, u can sleep all day long! haha can't wait! wanna knw wht i feels like i have no friend or even a person that i can talk to hmm sumpah.. yesss mymouth can spread a virus which can hurts you! Well if i did hurting you wuuu im sorryyy..tapii for me kan that day there's nothing wrong if me as your friend give an advice to you kan kan? If you cant even take whatever i said yes you can go i ddnt lose anythng. i am not always right but most of the time im smart. i speak to what i think is wrong. something that i saw might be dumb to you so if that bothers you tell me and always try to prove me wrong because i want to know what you think. and i changed your mind or totaly belive and u support thats great too. Anyway i have a hard time telling people that i need help. i may not be a good listener nor a good advisor, but i'll guarantee you that i'll stand by you in every steps we take =)
same old crap "Just don't think about it and you'll be happy"dohh pleasee laaa!! i know i have to move on and i know its not easy. but i know and i am very sure that this is the best thing to do. yes i'll be ok. of course i'll be fine. i know i'll be ok. i have to start a new life. i know i am not ready yet. but i have to start in order to change. now i just dnt care anymore. sumpah malas fikir lagi pasal semua ni macam tak worth it pun. Waste money waste time waste minyak kereta je hahha its not important about how other ppl might think about me. not only that yes i dont care at all. i want to focus for my studies. families, and ofcos myfriends..but i cant fake happy right now. i mean, i can where its the most appropriate thing to do, but in my heart i cant find happiness right now. im sad. im almost 17 years old and i sound like a child... Let me be sad
i've been very dull and boring. Everyday doing about the same thing. Wakeup at the crack of dawn, went to school, againn i need to listened to my discipline teacher nugging bla bla bla blambul! things will be fine,all i need is patience. but i guess im just too weak, im not patient. i need rest. i need sleep. i am really tiredddddd.. STUDY STUDY duhh competition to be the best in class make everyone work hard to improve their studies so i need to work hard on it and sape tanak pass examination with flying colours kan kan.. hmm cant wait for all of this to end! later on, nak melepak je. can't wait!
Plss lah dah la carry mark rendah nakk mati hishhh ok, back to study. when the day comes, u can sleep all day long! haha can't wait! wanna knw wht i feels like i have no friend or even a person that i can talk to hmm sumpah.. yesss mymouth can spread a virus which can hurts you! Well if i did hurting you wuuu im sorryyy..tapii for me kan that day there's nothing wrong if me as your friend give an advice to you kan kan? If you cant even take whatever i said yes you can go i ddnt lose anythng. i am not always right but most of the time im smart. i speak to what i think is wrong. something that i saw might be dumb to you so if that bothers you tell me and always try to prove me wrong because i want to know what you think. and i changed your mind or totaly belive and u support thats great too. Anyway i have a hard time telling people that i need help. i may not be a good listener nor a good advisor, but i'll guarantee you that i'll stand by you in every steps we take =)
ASTAGRGHHGHAFIRULLAHHAALLLAAZIMMM!
enuf enuf la bakish Ok you hate me eh? ok i am so thankful~:). hmm im hungry. i want ikea's meatball =) pleaseeeee? Actually i have so much stuff to do, and i am still writing on here. hahha spm kan so was like so many things to do right now no time for social life and yes i hate you lah internet hahaha bladihellyuh!
Wish me luck yaw for my becoming examination and my hockey trnmnt (= at the moment, suddenly i felt so lazy now, so this entry is the another babbling of mine. lalala~ and Girls, im gonna be away for months. so,this will be my last post for now. catchalaterya! muackx! bye.
Wish me luck yaw for my becoming examination and my hockey trnmnt (= at the moment, suddenly i felt so lazy now, so this entry is the another babbling of mine. lalala~ and Girls, im gonna be away for months. so,this will be my last post for now. catchalaterya! muackx! bye.
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